On one hand this day feels just like yesterday but also feels like a lifetime ago. Oh how I miss my son SOOO much!! I wish I could say this ache goes away but it doesn't. I'm only learning how to cope with it as best as I can. I've been given a life sentence of living with a piece of my heart missing.
"As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned,this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him."
John 9:1-3
There has been a person or 2 who implied via gossip to others that we did something to deserve our son dying which is so far from the truth!! The only thing we've done is give our lives to Jesus to direct as He sees fit. He obviously felt like we deserved the blessing of Noah so He could work in his life and ours for His own glory and I love how this verse portrays that exact thing!!!! God often uses negative things to display His works to the world, if we are willing to let him.
wow, what amazing images...the expressions on all of your faces truly say it all. Thank you for being brave enough to share them...I know it isn't easy!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for sharing these photos Jenn. I can only imagine how hard it is to make these precious photos public for all the world to see.
ReplyDeleteOh Jenn, here I go sobbing too... I absolutely LOVE the Bible verse you included here. The feeling I did'nt deserve Lily is the worst feeling ever. Thank you for sharing this intense part of your journey. xx
ReplyDeleteOh Jenn, here I go sobbing too...I Love the Bible verse you wrote. Feeling I didn't deserve Lily is the worst feeling ever. Thank you for sharing this intense and heart breaking part of your life with such beautiful words. xx
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post and beautiful pictures!
ReplyDeletethese pictures just broke my heart, especially the look on your face...no words can describe
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Hannah